Tonight - i am thinking about him - someone that i used to call as "B"

~ Dear B ~

I do not know what to think

I do not know what to do

I am sitting here in tears

Because I will never be with you

I thought you would be the one

To take away my feelings of blue

But now I can see

That I was so truely wrong

I have been thinking a long time

About you and me

But now I can see

That maybe it was never meant to be

Where do I go from here?

What am I meant to think?

I think of you, and shed a tear

As my confidence slowly sinks

I could not care less

About anything other than you right now

I feel such a mess

How did I fall for you so quickly?

Tell me...How?!

You are so perfect in my mind

I do not want no one else but you

But my friends keep telling me

That in time

I will find

Someone new

I do not think I can believe them this time

As I like you so much

I can not help but imagine the wedding bells chime

But you will never have feelings for me like that as such...

coz u knew "I will NEVER be with you"

and lastly, i just let our memories fading away

seeing you go with her...hand in hand

I say a little prayer for both of you

"Dear Lord, let them be blessed with all your love and care...be together forever and ever..till death...amin.."

~Sincerely from your Long Lost Bo0~