he came across my mind.. and i miss him so much :(

If U R MY FRIEND

Written with a pen .. Sealed with a kiss..
if you r my friend,
answer me this 'are we friends, or are we not?
you told me once but now i 4got
so tell me now and tell me true,
so i can say ' im here 4 you'
of all the friends i've ever met,
ur the on i'll never 4get.
and if i die b4 you do
i'll go 2 heaven and wait 4 you
I’ll give the angels back there wings,
and risk the lose of everything
there isn’t a thing i wouldn’t do
to have
(((A FrIeNd JuSt LiKe YoU)))

**dedicated to my dearest friend - Ebby

i miss u so much my friend..i m so lost since u been gone.

May ur soul rest in peace..Al-Fatihah..

with Love,
Bo0

shopping-ing with mOm :P

I LOVE YOU

My HUCKLEBERRY BOO

DIETING :(

morning my lovely cute blog..

sorry coz i didn't write anything for the past few days.. not feeling well due to the very hot shinny day here in Miri. our air-cond in the office so damn lousy.. make me sweat!!! all over the whole day.. :(

i m on diet programme right now and to be honest and to be frank to you that i m very OBSESS to get back my figure. 48kg might be impossible coz it will not suite my size right now.. I m targeting and aiming for at least 50-55kg an ideal weight advised by the Marie France Body Line health adviser. I went there last week and get to know more details on the best and healthy way to reduce fat and get slimmer.

so far, i m doing dieting of my own (my style laa..).. i m taking a diet capsule and controlling my "Big EATER" habit. even though it is very hard to do, but now i m not gonna turn back again..no matter what will happen, BY ALL MEANS i must moving forward to achieve my GOAL. Insyaallah..

I went to accompany my mum for shopping yesterday at the emart supermarket over at PermyJaya area. I saw a lot of fresh fruits and i bought some for my stock. I bought pineapple, honeydew and papaya (my favorite fruits..).. I ate 3 slices of pineapple last nite and then took 1 glass of low fat milk (Omega Plus). No RICE taken yesterday. some more, i also avoid myself to take caffeine and sugar. if i want to, i will make sure it will be less than before. No FRIED food as well (if possible laa...). starting next week, i will attend the dance class - 3 days in a week - 1 1/2 hr per session.. from 5.30pm to 7pm. hopefully, it will works on me.. kick my own butt if it is NOT!! :(

huh *sigh*..dun know what will happen to me after this.. i m not sure what is actually my NEEDS and WANTS - for me, myself and I.. i m blur.. dun know why i must do this to myself.. whats for? healthy? YES! i m healthy.. so what?? stupid reason..isshh...ishh...isshh... human never had enough!! too DEMANDING!!

so stu............. :( wish me luck...

NEW YEAR 2009 means:

1. New AGE (means: getting OLDER (27 yrs old), NO BOYFRINED (my love life so SUCK!!)and NO LIFE)..hope i will not commit suicide.. :P
2. New LOOK (means: face got "V" shape)no more "O: shape like now..DOUBLE CHIN! weekk!! :(
3. New FIGURE (means: new size for BRA, UNDERWEAR etc)looks SEXY in the SATIN TRANSPARENT LINGERIE.. ooouuccchhh! watch outt!! sexy-naught-bitchy (tata young)
4. New BODY (means: weight is 50-55kg , waist is 27-28)light and easy to carry to the bed.. hahahaha :> (devil laugh).
5. NEW HANDPHONE (W910i) and NEW CAR (KENARI RS)- I PRAY FOR THIS..PLS..Aminn...

INSYAALLAH....

AMIN....

Home made 2 Layers Sandwich - nyumm! nyuumm!! :P

Special sandwich for my youngest brother (originally made by me yesterday..my own recipe). Weekend, as usual, is a day for me to be a cook at home. especially for my YOUNGEST BROTHER. 24/7 keja nya nak majoh ajak..issh..ishh..isshh... *sigh*

after he had his maggi mee curry, he asked me wether still got the fish fillet inside the freezer? and YES..another 2 more left. so, he told me to make him a sandwich which that he knew i will say "YES" to whatever his request. hahaha :P (im a good sister what??)...

1st layer:
2 toast bread
1 fried egg - fried it on the plate and make it square size (add it some ketchup and pepper)
Chili sauce + mayonnaise
vege (cucumber + tomato)

2nd layer:
1 toast bread
fried fish fillet
vege (cabbage + big onion)
Chili sauce + mayonnaise

errmm...very simple..but very delicious licking fingers.. hahaha :P i rated it by myself bah..can see it from the way he ate the burger... :P