Wednesday, February 29, 2012

on ma WEDDING DAY

Morning all..

Refer to the title, u all might think that im gonna be a BRIDE soon, right? 

But im NOT.. i mean, not AS OF YET. Insyaallah... One day, with God's Will, i will become one pretty and lovely bride to the MAN i love the most. Amin..

Actually, i am listening to Careless Whisper song by George Michael. And in ma mind, im thinking of to plan something different in ma wedding party/ceremony in future.

What im gonna do? Herm... i wanna DANCE with ma MAN on that day (on our reception nite). Most probably will be doing it in a hotel ballroom. Sound so nice and romantic right? I just can't imagine how wonderful that nite gonna be, me in a white wedding dress and he will be in his black tuxedo (whoever he is).

then, at the dance floor, hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder, eyes meet eyes, we both gonna dance together. Surely its gonna be the best moment in life, to dance with a man of ma life. All i wanna do is to feel maself in his arms, his shoulder, his chest while we are dancing through the nite (along with the Careless Whisper song). I wanna taste his love in his moves, his fragrant in his perfume, his charms in his smile. OMG! ma hearts surely beats faster than ever.

i will not care about what the crowd gonna say, what eyes gonna see on that night. if possible, i want the crowd to join us and be part of our love. To celebrate the LOVES.

I wish. I pray. For the night to become REAL.

I love Him so much. even though now is seems to be gone and fading away.

Love, BB

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Tears are falling...

i treats ma blog as ma diaries. that is the reason why i much prefer to "say it out loud" here. 

girls, tell me what u gonna do when u found out that your loves one was cheating on u??
not once but always. if u are asking me rite now, i am totally speechless.. 

but only tears are now falling. from this morning till at this moment while i am writing this blog.

the meaning and the real feeling of BROKEN-HEART is what i am facing right now. 

Me in YEAR 2012